Letting go... it's time for something new.

I believe I'll start blogging here. I've been wanting to move on from xanga for a while. Now is the time.

What's mostly going through my mind now is how dangerous it is to love a dream and not realize what should be the reality of that dream just really isn't. I don't understand how something can seem so good, so of God, and then suddenly be nothing. I'm so thankful for family. friends who are like family. the body of Christ. without which I would be falling into a pit of despair. Now, that, that is God's grace. depression comes so easily for me, and though I've shed quite a few tears in recent days, I am not depressed. and I'm thankful. I'm thankful we didn't hang on to a relationship that was not worth hanging on to. I'm thankful that there is hope of something better. I'm thankful that it is possible to relate to others rightly, and one day, we'll be able to all live together without constantly hurting one another. we're getting better at it.